Tribulations

Today was a very distressing day, I woke up with such anxiety that my hands started shaking and I started crying. I took many deep breaths but it was difficult to overcome. I left the house because I could not deal with the situation at hand. I didn't want to argue. I felt very disgusted, very much worse for where, not knowing where comfort might result from. I know that the tribulation for me was intense. I went to work to pick up the measley paycheck, (that I was so happy to recieve) wondering if the loan that I borrowed would be enough to pay back with this check. It was so relief was thier from that avenue. My co-workers gave me breakfast, french toast and coffe which at that moment was a blessing since I was hungry at that time. They allowed me to shed the tears and hugged me to comfort me. The stress was more than just the worry about normal life situations with food, sustenance and covering as well as a family situation that is continually being unbearable. Then a phone call was recieved saying one of the girls quit and my hours were given back to me. Another relief. (work). I continued to be relieved by paying the loan that I borrowed to pay the bills that I had to pay the week before. More tribulation from satan's missiles continued to come at me and barrage me and made me feel even more down from the constant nagging and constant complaining of the person I love. Worring about driving without a license and taking the car when he could get into trouble. That was rectified by a friend coming at the most opportune to help him go wherever he needed to go. I had to work, it was important to make it their for me to pay the bills that i will need to pay with that pay check. I thought everyything was fine. I went to work, after reading the scriptures from the bible and recieve the peace that was from God Jehovah in my time of struggle. My day was great. I then recieved a phone call from husband who sounded drunk, who slurred his words and he then proceeded to tell me that during his trick or treating with others in the neighborhood who all were drinking and reverlying during this stupid mundane pagan holiday that he was bitten in the face by the next door neighbors dog, because he wore a sheet over his head and scared the door. I left work early to see if the (child) husband of mine was okay. I couldn't find him at home but found him after checking three neighbors house drinking some more with dog bitten lips, swelled and bloody. I finally, was able to get him out of that house and home, stumbling drunk and acting the fool. Taking care of his needs. Finally, now at 12am he was able to be sick 4 times from the amount of alcohol he consumed and now is passed out drunk on the couch. with the bucket next to him, in case their is a continuing of his sickness. The relief is done he cannot do anymore harm to himself tonight.

The scripture that I am reading now from 2nd corinthians 1:3,4 "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus christ, the father of tender mercies and the God of all comfort. who comforts us in all our tribulation that we may be able to comfort those in any sort of tribulation through the comfort with which we ourselves are being comforted by God."

So, continue to pray to Jehovah, and throw all your anxieties upon him and do not give up the fine fight. So I think that, and believe wholeheartedly that Jehovah is with me and will not leave me. He will not take my tribulation away but will help me endure through it with a strong heart and a strong mind and continue to sustain me through it. Bless be Jehovah my God for all the comfort that he continues to give me and all the other brothers and sisters that are enduring through as well.